我真的变了..

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i think i shall remain in my isolated island..

there, used to be a place full of laughters && memories, a place i would always looking forward to go to..but this haven't be happening since the day you're gone..
memories were gone.laughters too.
will there ever be a chance for me to gain everything back at once??

it's all in the past..
it is a place i'd rather be in.but it's impossible for me to remain in the past..&& i know that it's a MUST for me to carrying on with my life.

label: no regrets.

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i've been browsing through my friendster account..linking here && there..leaving comments for whoever i've viewed..
why??
i'm bored..&& i'm always bored..

hmms..
TODAY??
spent the first 2hours 30minutes doing the paper..i then realised that the duration of the e-maths paper2 is equivalent to the duration of my d&t paper..
hmms..about the paper...hahahah..shall not talk about it anymore..
but paper 1&2 sux like hell..

hmms..
right now, at this moment, i'm kinda emotional now..
i've got no idea why..
all i'm thinking is the past..
what really happened in the past really really matters alot to me..
the days we spent going crazy everytime we met..
there's no barrier in between what ever we talk..we shared every single thing..everything's common in us..
doing the same thing && thinking about the same thing, at the same time..
now??
i've no idea..
lack of communication??
or have i just being forgotten??
the answer lies between you..
i still miss the time we've spent munching on stuffss&& being retards...

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i'm back AGAIN..with a long post=P
hmms..

basically,i went down to my ah ma house in the evening..
but before that, i went to the GYM in the morning!!
it's the GYM!! it has really been a long time since the last time i've exercised..
hmms..went to the gym at my mi-tang's condo along with my darling, laogong && laopo(:
haha..
you must be reading till blur=P
**please get this CLEAR!!::(mi-tang aka honey= dickson, darling aka bah bah=nathan, laogong aka maomao=samuel && last but not least..my LAOPO aka sweet heart=cheryl) haha..there's once that i'm bored && i gave them names=P..

when we were exercising, i once again injured my old injury..nobody knows, cos i didn't tell anyone..doesn't want anyone to worry..anw, it's not that serious now..so, don't worry yea(:

after we went to the gym, we went washing up then headed to LOT1 for lunch..we really had a hard time deciding where to go for lunch..haha
spining && spinning, going round && round && up && down the escalator..hahah(:
we then ended up in food junction..

after our lunch, we went to take NEOs!!! we 4 went to take NEOs!! ahh!! can anyone believe it?? hahaha..i'm kinda evil=P
haha..after taking, me && cheryl spent lots of time decorating it..&& i mean really lots of time..

haax..after tat darling went home, laogong went town && laopo went clementi..
&& me??
i went home..slept for an hour && then shower && went down to ah ma house..
know what??
i met my 'DEER DEER' at cck station..
who's DEER DEER??
haha..he's joseph..that time i was giving everyone names && he happen to get into the conversation den i wanted to call him 'DEAR DEAR' but he pronounced it as 'DEER DEER' ..den so be it..i'll call him 'DEER DEER'..haha..
DEER DEER pushed me into the train from by back && i was wondering who's that stupid idoit who pushed me so hard..haha..i didn't know it was him=P
haha..den i "accompanied" him till jurong east..haha,it's suppose to be him that accompanied me..haha..don care=P
haaz..den we parted at jurong east && i continued my way down to clementi..

at clementi, when i was about to cross the road, i nearly got bang down by one reckless taxi driver..the taxi was like bloody fast && did'nt even want to stop for me && i've to make the way..
HEY please..it's a ZEBRA crossing!! pedestrians first!!
&& the most important thing is that i DID looked out for cars!! stupid idiot!!

monday's 'O's prelims for maths paper1..hmms..aren't me supposed to mug for it now??
i've no idea..

Labels: things aren't going smoothly for me now a days..

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hmms..i think i've got addicted to the song-Upside Down..
i've got no idea who's the artist..but just happen to hear it..&&..i've changed my blog song(:
maybe you just don't understand how i feel..&& i hope you'll never be able to understand..it's not just simpily what you think.i'm not as simple-minded as you think..nobody could even understand me that little i want anyone to..

Labels:emo-ing.

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hais..
it's going 1AM now && i'm bloody tired now, head's aching like hell..but just doesn't wanna get to bed..

my visions are getting even blur these few days..am i going blind??
i hope i am..doesn't wanna see things that i'm not interested to see..

what's the problem with me nowadays??!!
i just can't express the thing i that want to.sometimes i don't mean the what i've said..but i just can't stop the things coming out from my mouth..
apologising now is like total useless..i'm just forever the bad guy in your eyes??
where are all the trust i earned from your for the past few years??
it's all gone..

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updated my blog(:
how's the new skin?? please gib comments..
kinda like this new skin,but it's kinda plain..hmmss..
will change back the previous skin soon,i think..
please give some comments on my new skin(:

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PLEASE!!! my nose is highly sensative to unpleasent smell!!! so, please stop irritating my nose!!!
hmms..
i'm starting to have the national exams kind of atmosphere in me...i't horrible..
anw,
yesterday's chinese paper was quite an easy one..BUT!! once the paper gets easy,it means that getting an A1 is much much difficult..my A1 is gone..hmms...&& today's SS paper was a killing one.it's killing me!!! ahhhh!!! sickening..&& tomorrow's is another F9 paper for me..hais..this 'N's are not going smoothlyfor me..i think..
haiz..y is
my entries so emo, so nasty??!!
hais..den, i shall talk about something that brightens up week..
the TEACHERS' DAY!!
hmms..did quite alot of stupid thing..